Hi all,
I thought I would take a minute to let sink in how many blows to my spirit. I have been told no, so many times that its a wonder I'm still afloat. Too busy to think about it, I guess. Two people that I was close to our leaving me, one who doesn't want to leave but must, and other, well I never have any idea what he's thinking. Both have taught me a bunch, and though I've been the one who has been trying to leave for awhile, it begs the idea that there is a reason that I am here. A reason that has not happened, not been realized. Sort of like the movie Jeff who lives at home, I'll have to remain here until my purpose is realized and it must be a big-um. Because I have tried to leave to move multiple times. I don't fit in, but I'm not supposed to, I think. I'm covered by the blood, I will make the most of this crazy weekend and I know after so many negative times, it can only get better, right?
Or at least not worse?
Love,
Naturally Beautiful Me (if only I have faith the size of a mustard seed, everything will work out)
Welcome to my world, girl. Although I often say lately I have no hope left any more, I know I do deep inside, because that's what keeps me going. You'll be fine, I have no doubt about that!
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