Last week (or was it two?) I posted about my 10-Day Challenge things that I had planned to do.
One thing was to stop reaching out to people who obviously don't care about me. This one finished its 10 days and the person who I guess cared a little and still wanted to be a part of my life still contacted me and apologized and the person who didn't care, I haven't heard from again. It did help a lot with the hurt and the pain I was feeling. By taking them out o my everyday thoughts (albeit forcefully), I didn't feel depressed about missing them.
Thing #2 was too work out everyday for 10 days. I'm proud to say in a 14-day period I had worked out 12 days and have continues this week with 3 out of 5 days so far. Unfortunately, my food intake has gone out of control, starting with frozen pre-prepared creme brulee. (I think 18 grams of fat) on sale at Target. Yum. Then candy, general tso's, and other downfalls. I'm candy hungry. Wonder if my body was thinking Easter is one of the only times I eat candy!
I am proud for how far I've come in my church, like I spoke about yesterday.
I haven't heard still from three grad schools, but I have faith and I pray daily.
My family life is great, my love life- ehhhh, empty but that's ok I'm starting to find friends and that is important. My least proud moment also happened last week, when I wrote about the first 48: missing friends. I realized how crazy I sounded when I wrote it, but as writing about it is cathartic, and good way to solve my irrational thinking, I immediately felt better about it after. I am not that loca, I was just still going through some pains of abandonment and distrust.
I'm proud of my plans, my goals and I know I'm prepping for something great, so I'll ignore that small feeling that something or rather someone is missing.
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