This is a two fold question (Didn't I tell you that I love double meaning?) Besides a workday that won't end, preparing for a 375-people conference in a foreign country is time-consuming and confusing. There is so many hands in the pot, so many things forever changing. You wouldn't believe, no you probably would. I have been working my "[enter previous job]" hours, lately, which means an extra hour, plus giving up my lunch break, not getting to even see the sun, or get some air, just heavy important emails, heavy important phone calls, heavy important meetings. 2 more weeks!
But also, I am embracing something that has been given to me. I'm not going to lie embracing wholehardedly, not so much, but I am trying and adjusting. It's just I say I can do it, and as long as it just me, I'm doing it, but every time I'm tested, I fail. BUT EACH TIME I AM STRONGER. Like the first time I got a 23%, the 43%, then 56% you know I'm trying and practice makes perfect.
Last thing I have been neglecting the blog a little, 1. because the only time I've had to think about it, is when I'm using the bathroom, 2. I feel like I'm not using it as intended. I feel like I may need to remove it from public use, as part of my thing above, I won't stop writing, it just won't be readily accessible as it has been, and 3. I'm thinking that will happen anyways, since I haven't quite figured out how I will be having time to write or post while I'm in Bangladesh. Actually, I think number three just answered number two in this paragraph, and the answer to the previous paragraph! Isn't God good?
MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH. If you don't feel loved, or you need love, or someone to listen or you want to give love. Pick me.
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