And finally it feels that my world has returned to right side up (it probably hasn't) the equalness with our equinox (last day of winter) where everything is returned to the most equal it will be before light tips the scale again and adds precious hours to our schedules, it has returned. In my head it is constantly filled with so many things, but at the forefront, is that feeling. I played the game, even enjoyed the game, but left a piece of myself that took 18 years to find. I spent 18 years thinking I was weird, or different, until I touched a point where everyone, everyone was like me. And then I found my home, my life, my mind, the truth, and lived with a piece of it in my heart, but it is fading.
I smell coffee, but not on the exterior, but in my soul. I don't drink coffee now or here, but no one knows why. I feel the sun beat down on me, the trial of doing things, the general trusting of man, the love that inevitable flows from being free and being yourself, and the strength that comes with putting things in perspective.
I will be travelling just not yet for pleasure. But I have resolved too. And nothing could be more clear.
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