Getting out all I need to talk about in the next 365 days while I await my man's return from Korea

365 conversations about love, compassion, positivity, God, Black Love, intelligence, and finding the perfect balance before 30! Hopefully, this can be a chance to talk about my thoughts and find others who have interests like mine. Happy Reading!

Friday, February 22, 2013

Dear Love, I have been missing you

Oh February, sweet February. How you stay on the cusp of spring...How you start to make things better, but have more mood swings than a woman that is PMSing. I actually do heart you....you mess up the schedule, got faster than expected, people want to kind start going out but instead find themselves waking up to 30 degree days, and realize they gotta still ride out this winter thang...

For those of us that didn't go into winter boo season with a boo, (i missed it!)...we sure don't have a boo now, but we still doing better than those that started with a boo, but ain't got one now.

It's probably no secret that I get the most views on my blog, when I writing about love, relationships, friends with benefits, crushes and more. Its also no secret, that except for my affinity for all things Black, positive and beautiful, there has been no love on here in a while! I believe the last time was early November, and I'm glad that I write when I'm on a high because that definitely did not end well!

I stopped pushing decided to get to know my surroundings a bit, figure out where I could fit in, and wait for that look. What look, you say? Well, it's been a minute since I got the look, but I still remember every moment of it and can replay it in my head. The moment a man looks at you, his eyes light up, its seems as if you are the only two people in the room, and as he approaches you, he makes no secret that he wants you. Everything he says is light and feathery, (or maybe that's just your head), and his innocent touches to whatever parts of your flesh that are not covered, brings electric surging through your body all the way to your toes. He is attractive too, in these scenarios he always is and this moment before you learn about him, when you can dream that he is your match, are perfect. He's perfect. You think about the way he kisses, you like how he cocks his head when he's thinking. You wonder if others around you see the sparks that are flying between the two of you and you can't wait to get back to your girl to ask if she saw the moment. Inevitably, why you are talking it gets hot, you start to peel off your sweater, or if you have none, he offers to speak to you outside, where its quiet. You and he start walking down the street, when your hands touch and you walk silently hand in hand. You wonder in your head, "Is this safe?", but it feels too good to fight, you just want to lay your head on his broad chest and trust every word that comes out of his mouth. Just let tonight be perfect...let you to be able to thin of this night for the next few weeks, months, so you know somebody wanted you and it was great.

Don't worry about tomorrow when you find out his real personality, enjoy the night....

<3 <3 miss u love <3 <3

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